suddenly felt very tired today
couldnt wake up
maybe cause i didnt feel like walking
anyway reached church late
and marvin was already waiting for gen and i
haha im always the middle person to arrive
and gen is almost always the latest!
anyway did the powerpoint
and then the stupid notebook died on us
what crap!

anyway then went for yf
as usual!
then realised that i was to do games today
so i panicked
yeah shit i panicked
then i decided to collect ideas
for ycom's next big project
haha sorry people its secret!
anyway some were stupid
and we didnt care about them

anyway we roughly got ideas
thanks for those who gave good ideas!

then on the way to j8
the most hilarious thing happened
guess what!
pearl's shoes broke!
wakakaka
then we walked the whole of j8 to find her slippers
grrrrr
hungry hungry
we finally found it
thank god haha
ate KFC and i suddenly thought of hanmae
so marion and i talked about her
awwww miss her!

anyway very tired
so going to sleep
night!!

argh its almost time for me to go tuition and im super sianed out.
last few days at school didnt work out as usual
and i sorta got into trouble
with forgetting to bring stuff and sleeping in class
oh ya and i got into trouble with my a maths teacher
i told him i didnt understand a maths question
and he scolded me saying
that im in express
and i should know
that i must be faking it
and dunno wat other rubbish!
he was sooooooo irritating
and so in the end he made me cry
( i cant believe i cried )
and ran out of the classroom
sheesh!
is it wrong for me to ask questions?
he is paid to teach us and help us in our maths!
cant believe it.

and at gb i got my 2nd year badge!
woohoo!
and i also got a BLACKEYE!
cause this sec 1 girl was going to pass me the ball
while playing captain's ball
then she unexpectedly shuffed the ball in my face!
so i was like " pass me the ball "
and the next thing i knew
WHAM!! i was hit in the face
now blackeye
cant really see the bruise
but i know its there
when i move my eye it hurts
haha
what a "wonderful" week

okay i just broke one of my rules about not being emo.
today at school i was very stressed even though
it was the only day i did do my homework.
the teachers are being very ridiculous with their punishments.
like who says if you dont do your duty or
didnt bring your homework you copy 10 pages of the textbook?
thats ridiculous
and who calls your parents up immediately
when you dont submit your hw?
like come on
its not like i dont have a good reason
how do you expect me to submit my hw
when i dont even understand it?!
ridiculous

gosh and when i came home
i was already having a headache
and my mother asked me to cut some cabbages
and after i finished
she just kept asking me to do this and that
and its not like i have been back from school
like for the whole day
and have not been doing anything
the thing is that i just came home from school
and i have been cutting her cabbages
and now she is pressuring me
like what was my brother doing at that time?
he was playing his Ps2
like sheesh!
biasness at school and home too!

ive been having a headache since morning
and i need to sleep now
byebye!

last night i really felt bad.
im not sure why but i was worried that my week at school wouldnt work out for me
or i will get into trouble or something bad will happen to me.
maybe im over-reacting but i keep feeling down for no reason.
and im always tired.
and the best thing is,
i just forgot my goal in life.
so i shall type it out on my blog so
that when i forget i can take a look at it.

goals for the week:
1] be less vulgar
2] be not so emo
3] stop worrying
4] spend time talking to god
5] do my homework
6] be a nice girl and not irritate my friends
7] just STOP WORRYING

okay today at school it just didnt work out for me.
kept feeling sleepy
and constantly finding myself day-dreaming
and wishing to go home
didnt feel hungry at all
and kept getting pissed off with
the stupid attention seeker in my class.
all bad bad things
so i must try to improve
today i was not sooo vulgar
so on the way to achieving goal no. 1!

tmrw is a new day and now im going to sleep then do my homework.
so that i will reach goal no. 5!
byebye

got to church late as usual
had the wine and bread thing
and i didnt spill the drink
or crush the bread!
hurray to me!

bs was good
cause i did my homework
when we had sharing with jessy
she talked about BGR
and i shared about
my life in school
where im alyas vulgar
and i dont do my homework
and i talk back to my teachers
and i break school rules

today's bible study made me understand
that i need to change
i need to allow god in my life more often
and i need to change my life too
when jessy was sharing it
really helped me to plan for my future
about what im going to be
in the line of BGR
and that i should not
fall under peer pressure

i must persevere
and not fall to peer pressure
where in my school
i have lost a few friends
because im a christian
so i must not follow my other friends
and block god out from my life
but i must show them that god IS present in my life
so i must act in the right way

so whoever reads this
please pray for me!

school is really stressing me out. i just cannot cope with my subjects lo. like a maths is sooo confusing and i also cannot stand some people in my class. these people think that they are soo cute and keep making so much noise when people are trying to study. i think they just want attention. pity them acting like little kids when they are already upper-sec.

anyway still very stressed with school but i have not forgotten my dear friend hanmae who should be in aus now. haha hope she will cope well there and not be stressed out like me!

okay gotta go and mugmugmug! wakakaka im sooo hardworking. serious im really gonna study. byebye!

2nd day of school just didnt work out for me.
first i realised that i had left my A maths textbook at school the day before
and i had to go and beg the school aunty to help me open the classroom door.
and i havent finished all my school work
so i was soo scared the whole day.
and when i had F & N my container cracked and
the whole day i had to put tissue under the container to absorb the oil.
sheesh.
then after school i was supposed to have GB at 2.15pm
but at 2.45pm the ma ams didnt even come.
i was sooo pissed
they made us wait for 1/2 and hour
and when we make them wait 5 mins
they will nag and nag
like its the end of the world
gosh how can they be leaders??
i feel like quiting GB
and maybe i shall join drama
haha
but like come on
even if im made squad leader
nobody told me that i was elected to be
sheesh
okay enough of GB it just pisses me off

this is one of my childhood songs
and i just ADORE it!
i put this song here
for my dear friend
hanmae
hope she will remember this song
and all the days when we were young
not that we arent anymore
BUT
when we were kiddies
running around in our underwear
haha!!


Veggie Tales Theme Song
by Tales Veggie

Bob:
If you like to talk to tomatoes,
If a squash can make you smile,
If you like to waltz with potatoes
Up and down the produce aisle—
Have we got a show for you!

Singers:
VeggieTales…!

Bob:
Broccoli
Celery
Gotta’ be

Singers:
VeggieTales!

Junior:
Lima Beans,
Collard Greens
Peachy Keen

Singers:
VeggieTales!

Larry:
Cauliflower
Sweet and sour
Half an hour

Singers:
VeggieTales!
There’s never ever ever ever
Ever been a show like
Veggietales!
There’s never ever ever ever
Ever been a show like
Veggie Tales!
It’s time for VeggieTales!
(children happily giggling)

hanmae! hope you remember this song!! haha i do! and i just love it. if you cant remember the song i will gladly sing it for you!!

okay gotta go study now!

school is starting tmrw and i have not finished my homework.
im not really in the right frame of mind to start school.
like i just came back from thailand and now poof its school again.
and now hanmae is telling me she is going away for like 9 months.
haii im sooo gonna miss that little girl.

this is ABOUT hanmae :
i have known her for soo many donkey years.
since she was in diapers.
since young she has always been a very very cute and nice little girl.
i dont think she has grown much.
anyway she has always been my good friend.
but when she came into yf we became closer and closer and now we are very close.
i encouraged her to join Ycom to help out with the stuff in yf and she has been a great help.
she is going away with her family for i think 9 months and
im sooo gonna miss that little girl although i cant really feel her presence.
cause small people take up lesser space.

okay now this is TO hanmae :
hey little small minature girl,
after soo many years of knowing you,
you ahve not changed much ( even the height ).
thanks for all the times you listen to me rant.
you have been a great friend.
all the lunches we had all the times we played badminton and
ended up laughing and fooling around.
really gonna miss you when you are away.
but has my mum said
" if your are really good friends,
even when she comes back you 2 will still be like the same old friends you were before she left. nothing will change is your friendship is strong"
i really hope that will happen.
so before you leave im going to say something very random
( like i always do )
COME BACK SOON!
haha.

god bless and have a safe trip there
will be thinking about you here
now that you are going then i will have to have lunch with
marion only
soooooo sad
haii haha marion dont be soo sad
not like i dont like to go lunch with you
just that you are so _____
( fill in the blanks )

okay gotta study
new word in my vocab!!
cause must chiong for sec 3
so can do well.