sigh
i gotta get my life straightened out soon
my results suck
and i got so many things in my mind
that i dont know what to do with
its so depressing
sigh

there is someone i want to talk to
but even though the person
is either an sms or msn or call away
that person seems so far away
sigh

LOVE...
is someone who could hurt you
for everything you do...
but chooses not to

Putting on a brave front
Showing everyone what they want
Being as stong as I can be
Hiding the hurt that's inside of me
Laughing when I want to cry
Living when I want to die
Trying when I want to quit
Standing strong when I want to sit
Wanting to be remembered
As happy and tough
So I make myself go on longer
When I've really had enough
Acting like nothing in my life is wrong
Know what?
I think I've had it
I'm sick of being strong

I want to break down, fall apart
Release my frown, let go of my heart
Free the tears, let them fall like rain
Face my fears, and confront the pain
Feel it completely in my heart and soul
Let go for awhile and completely lose control
Let someone else worry
Set my weakness free
And if I can't come back
Let someone else be strong for me

I do what is expected
Everyone thinks that I always bounce back
But they'll all stand corrected
When I fall completely off the track
When I begin to stumble
And my strength is gone
When my world begins to crumble
And I can't go on
When the hurt comes out and shows its face
And all the strength I used
Seems like nothing but a waste
Because in the end
My weakness won
I'm sick of being strong
So screw it... I'm done

I've held on so long
Always been so strong
Broken inside
Barely kept alive
The lie living for me
The voice in my head
But here is the story...
Hercules is dead

I want to break down, fall apart
Release my frown, let go of my heart
Free the tears, let them fall like rain
Face my fears, and confront the pain
Feel it completely in my heart and soul
Let go for awhile and completely lose control
Let someone else worry
Set my weakness free
And if I can't come back
Let someone else be strong for me
Let someone else worry
Set my weakness free
I'm not coming back
So be strong for me

done by EverBroken (deviantart)

this is stupid
that is stupid
everything is stupid

get a f*cking grip of yourself

sigh
i dunno what to blog about
my health sucks
maybe im gonna be taking medicine my whole life
thats shit

gosh
this is stupid

sometimes i wonder why are you so unreasonable
i mean like
just because your friend made you angry
no need take it out on your family
i mean like why cant you be a little more reasonable?
sometimes your a really great mum
but sometimes you are just so
UNREASONABLE!
you say that you would listen
but sometimes that isnt the case
i try to reason with you
but nothing goes into your head
i mean like if your friends anger you
no need to vent your anger on us
you always say
no harm asking
but why dont you understand what you preach?
its ridiculous
i was JUST asking
and you just had to piss me off
it just spoils everyone's mood
sigh
i just wish you can control your temper
and be more patient with all of us

relax~
i just needed to rant

EXAMS ARE OFFICIALLY OVER!

but collecting results tmrw
ohh KILL-JOY

some people in my school
should
JUST DIE!

LET THEM BE CONDEMNED IN HELL
let them burn in hell
die you idiots
brainless faggots
go and eat some maggots

F*CK YOU

just watched my sec 2 class
recent BBQ video
i just realised how much i miss them
haha
even though we werent very close
we were still a class
sigh
sec 2 was just so relaxing
everytime after school
go west mall
now
everytime after school come home
cause there is no on to go out with me
sigh

11 MORE DAYS OF EXAMS!