Feel The Freedom

im so tired
im tired of trying to fit in
trying to be someone
i can never be
why so?
cause im freaking lonely
yup im lonely

i just wish i could curl up in a ball
and sleep for as long as i like
and then wake up to find everything
just alright
but that is never gonna happen
cause we cant turn back time

am i really that hateful?
that people would play with my feelings
and make me hurt in the end?
im not talking about BGR
but in everyday things
dont they know the pain

or maybe i just am hateful
and irritating
but that is the way God made me to be
there is nothing i can do about it
you think i asked to be like this??!!

i dont know
i just wish all these
would just disappear
just go away

By day the LORD directs his love, at night his song is with me— a prayer to the God of my life.- Psalm 42:8