I got a tattoo on my ass! But its only a temporary one! I will get one when im older..Haha..I swear. I will get one on my ASS! Haha! I will do it on my 18th birthday! A permanent one on my ass. Haha! Im crazy over getting a tattoo!

Okay today went wild wild wet! Then played with Gerard, Angeline, Dwight and Gerard's cousins who are twins! Haha they damn hot man! Like got 2 of them look alike then both also so hot! But of course i never tell Angeline or Gerard or they will tell them.Haha..Okay now im like laughing so hard cause i realised that my cat just shitted in the washing machine! Ewww so damn gross man! Haha!

YOU didnt have to scold me for slitting my wrists! Its my problem and i do it cause it makes me relax and forget all the problems i have!

Yes! Im just so happy that geography my worst fear is over! But i dont think i did well..SHIT! Anyway..My mum just left for Mawaii malaysia so i hope she will just return home safely! Today my brother woke me up at 5am shouting,"Clare! Today got school! Wake up!" I was like WTH today is saturday! Toopid brother of mine!

I need a hug! Im dying from malnutrition and starvartion! I have not eaten anything for the last 2 days! I bet you that i will faint! Yes! I wana try that! That will be like so cool! Okay i going crazy! Gotta go back to sleep! Byebye!

If you would just give me something to eat

Okay seriously i should be studying..Haha my geography is like on friday and i have 2 more chapters to do! I got no mood to study! I so scared man i got butterflies in my stomach! Help!!

Yes Charis i know you are very free so can help me? I need help in maths! Haha this is an online plea so you better say YES! Haha this is serious blackmail! I want out of exams! ARGH! Okay gona mugmugmug!

Okay i seriously should start studying i have been doing that for everyone's information! Haha..Im so letargic! I cannot take anymore! Im going crazy!

Anyway i will not be posting so often cause must study. But please keep tagging! Haha! I need games for this weeks TNYF! Can give me suggestions? Please help me before i die!

Exams exams exams Mug mug mug mug!

For you gave me a heart and you gave me a smile you gave me Jesus and you made me your child. And i just thank you Father for making me, me!

Im just so happy becasue God made me to be me! Haha i have been studying non-stop but haha yes im blogging. Anyway i have realised that i have not been a good girl all these years! I have been smoking, fighting, swearing and lots of things God wouldnt want me to do. But i still did them. I feel very foolish to have done those things esp smoking and i have officially stopped! But now, im having mood swings and cold sweat cause i have stopped but i think that this is worth it. I have made up my mind to be a better person and to live God's way. Im gona make many people proud of me. Thanks to Charis, Marion, Hanmae, Calamari, Chloe, Natalie, Sarah, Jingming, Daryl and those who have helped me. Thanks you all for giving me the courage to stop all of these bad habits.

And most of all i thank you lord for giving me such good friends who stick by me all the time! And for those who despise me for my bad habits(i shall not name them) i also want to thank you for looking down on me so that i would realise that i have done wrong and i need to change! Haha!

Haha i got a new haircut! And i think i look like tweety bird! Anyway i just hate it la..But just cut because i got money to waste! Haha

I just cant find the courage to talk to you after the "fight" on msn..Well just want to say that im a little pissed with you but still want to be friends. Haha that sounds so stupid. Anyway just want to say that im sorry for whatever i have done (i cant remember) . But i just want to clarify somethings but i dare not to. All i want to say that you have been like a BIG brother to me and i want to thank you for all the things you have said to me. But i just cant find the courage to talk to you like a close friend? I want to talk to you like the times when the misunderstandings did not happen. But i just cant seem to do it! I just cant! I seem to have lost the courage to speak to anybody.

Someone tell me what should i do?

I got a new ____! Haha shant tell any of you what i got! Haha! Marion and Charis and others! Will show you on sunday! Haha..

OMG! I should say this prayer everyday! Dear God, If i cant be SKINNY please let all my friends be FAT! Haha..Dedicate this poem to Fei Zhai (Pearlyn)!

Just want to say thanks to you for helping me solve my problems and cheering up! You have been a great friend!

Haha really duno what to type! Haha maybe i will just go to my room now and mugmugmug! Haha! Heyy only 1 week left! Rushrushruush! Haha xD

I got a new ____!! Haha

Today not bad la..But someone wrote on my book 'SMOKER' when i read that i was so angry! How can someone do that to me? Im trying very hard already and here is someone trying to tease me about it. Im trying my best. So, i cant be bothered with whatever you do. Let me repeat I WILL NOT BE BOTHERED BY YOU ANYMORE!!

Haha tmrw i got show and tell! OMG! Im gona die! Im so scared of public speaking! Haha hope i dont stumble or something! Gotta go now got to mugmugmug..Got only 1 more week!

Whatever you do wont affect me in anyway

Today had NAFA test..Im like so happy! But i failed 2.4km so i must retake wa lao so unfair man haha.. Anyway, I had a good time doing the stations la.

OH MY COOKIE! Tmrw is Cousin Chong's birthday! I know what to get for her! Haha C is for cookie cookie cookie cookie! C is for crazy crazy crazy crazy! Haha I just love Cousin Chong! But i cant stand her freaking tall brother! Haha head so big and ego also so big!

Thanks Marion, Charis, Hanmae, Natalie, Claire and others ( except Calamari ) for being there for me! I will QUIT and i will study hard! Haha! Thanks for all the encouragement! Wont let you guys down!

C is for cookie cookie cookie! C is for crazy crazy crazy!

Whoever tagged my tagboard and spammed it with rubbish. Can you just get a life? If you hate me so much whhy not just tell me directly in the face? You do not need to spam my tagboard and also dare not to put your name. If you dare to tagg such things why dont dare to put your name? Like Charis said dont come back to my blog and tagg here cause i dont welcome you.

Thanks Charis for scolding them but i would prefer that you dont comminucate as you are practically wasting your time on them. And please dont waste $50 on them! Just use it to treat all our friends! Haha at least the money will go to good use.

Okay! Im going to study liao..Haha Byebye!

Dont waste your time..Tell it to me straight

I was such a good girl today coming home straight after school. Let me repeat STRAIGHT HOME AFTER SCHOOL. I have never done that in my entire 2 years in secondary school.. Now what people out there are going to see is the new me.

I have decided to change into a better person. I will stop to do the following or maybe try to stop: - Smoking ( im quitting for life )
- Swearing ( i will TRY to )
- Cutting myself ( i will try really hard )
- Crying in the night ( i really cant help it )

I wat to stop all these things as i think i have not been living my life god's way. So i will strive to be a better person! Jia You to me!

Today played badminton with Joshua, Hanmae and Hanshen. Haha i realised that i cant serve past the net! Haha xD well, at least i can hit the shuttlecock! Haha xD

After that went to Hanmae's house and after that went for dinner with her family. There Hanmae and i were like laughing like all the time!

Anyway im really happy to know that at least i have friends beside me eventhough i have done wrong thanks guys!

Glad to have such good friends like this..Im honoured xD

Argh had to change my blog cause some crap shit hacked my blog. Well..if i ever find out who did that im gona flatten all your little fingers get it?! If anybody hacks my blog and if i find out you can say sayonara to your fingers!

What if i say that i smoke? Will all my friends leave me? Or will they still be by my side? Im TRYING to quit smoking before my parents find out about it. But when i started to smoke i had my reasons. I just want to say sorry to all the people whom i have let down.

Will you be my friend even when i have been smoking?