WHO AM I KIDDING?

im such a fake
shoot me people

okay
let me tell you about my dumb friend
JEREMY!
hahahahahaha
he is hilarious
and he is very very very dark
anyway he is soooooo erm blur
haha
shant elaborate further
cause he may not talk to me again
hahaha

anyway
school sucks
WELCOME TO THE MUNDANE WORLD
i seriously dont want to go to school anymore
haii
its not worth it
real not worth it

cant wait for sunday!
BASIC!
ROMONOPOLY!
LUKEY!
MARION!
and more disturbing luke and marion
ahhhhhh
sheer bliss!

Psalm 119:105
105 Your word is a lamp to my feet and a light for my path.

i really need the lord
to give me strength
to help me pass through school
everytime i go to school
i feel really depressed
cause
i feel as if everyone hates me
and that i dont belong to my class
RAWR

i really pray that the lord will help me
so that i will feel happier
and more relaxed in school

Exodus 15:2
2 The LORD is my strength and my song; he has become my salvation.He is my God, and I will praise him, my father's God, and I will exalt him.

RAWR i just had a hair cut
and now
people are calling me boy boy
cause my hair is damn short now
haii
why like that?
and so many people think
that im only Pri 5 or 6
when im actually Sec 3
even my Pri 6 photo
looks older
what is the world coming to?

anyway yesterday
went to KKH
the doctor said that the next time
he will cut down my medicine
hip hip hooray!
but now i have to change
my bedsheets once a week
and clean the floor daily
wa lao
soooo stress lo
but i guess i cannot complain!
cause its all for my own good
hopefully it will work!

Philippians 2:14-15
14Do everything without complaining or arguing, 15so that you may become blameless and pure, children of God without fault in a crooked and depraved generation, in which you shine like stars in the universe

im soo tired
after sports heats
and amazingly
i didnt run!
haha
when i see people run
i already feel tired
that is how bum-ish i am
anyway
heats were great!
my bro got into the finals
for 200m dash!
hahaha
and my dear friend injin
got 2nd for the 8oom dash
haha
im soo proud of you people

i seriously dont understand
why do people only look
at outer beauty and not inner beauty?
i keep getting this question for chinese
compo or journal
makes me think more and more about it
maybe thats why people suan me
cause im not as good looking as them
and because i dont speak chinese
what kind of reasons are that?
dont even know me well still call me anti-social
waa really
BUAY TAHAN
why cant people just look
at other's inner beauty?
RAWR
what a world of fake people and silicon
we live in
sorry people

okay this is a very long post
RAWR
i hate my class
i dont care if my classmates ever read this
cause i really hate my class
everytime
make so much noise
then got some people in class
so BHB lo
cannot take it man
if anyone from my class reads this
i dont care if you hate me for life
i dont care if my class hates me
i just want to finish secondary school
and move on
bye people of 3e2 '07
but there are some people who
i really wanna thank from my class
cause they really are nice to me
thanks guys =)

1 Peter 3:4
4Instead, it should be that of your inner self, the unfading beauty of a gentle and quiet spirit, which is of great worth in God's sight.

Indescribable

From the highest of heights to the depths of the sea,
Creation's revealing Your majesty.
From the colors of fall to the fragrance of spring,
Every creature unique in the song that it sings.
All exclaiming...

(Chorus)
Indescribable, Uncontainable,
You placed the stars in the sky and You know them by name.
You are amazing God.
All powerful, Untameable,
Awestruck we fall to our knees and we humbly proclaim,
You are amazing God.

Who has told every lightning bolt where it should go,
Or seen heavenly storehouses laden with snow?
Who imagined the sun and gives source to its light,
Yet conceals it to give us the coolness of night?
None can fathom...

(Chorus)
Incomparable, Unchangeable,
You see the depths of my heart and You love me the same.
You are amazing God.

gosh! this song is like nice
haha
see marionlee i finally agree with you!
anyway
life has been very very erm
unusual
haha
everyone is like complaining
about school
esp people who are taking their os this year
haha
people relax!
im also telling myself not to get so stressed up
scared i too stress
i lose hair
then will be balding like lukelim
haha!
sorry cousin!

gotta go for karate now!
BYEBYE

IM THE QUEEN OF STRESS
stress me and i will BLOW

RAWR im like so stressed
and surprisingly its not school
haii
to who it may concern :
im also very sorry it has to end like this
im really sorry that i didnt know
that _____________________
i only knew it when someone told me
if i had knew earlier
things may not become like this
if i had hurt you im sorry
forgive me?
we still can be extremely good friends!
i would really want to be still friends with you
im really sorry
for the pain you are experiencing
im really sorry
forgive me? ='(

im going to give church another try
so lukelim and marionlee
i promise that i will turn up for church on sunday
maybe luke was right
that i may not feel that god is there
but he is there alright
and i just need to know that he is there for me
under any circumstances
he is with me even
when im having problems
or im feeling hurt

lord i thank you
for being there for me
when im very stressed
when im in trouble
when i feel like everythings gone
lord i thank you for always
being by my side
THANNK YOU!

1 Chronicles 16:34
34 Give thanks to the LORD, for he is good;his love endures forever.

okay im doing another post
cause im bored
or im very troubled

after 2 weeks of not going church
now i feel like i dont want to go church anymore
what is wrong with me?
last time i couldnt wait for church to start
and now i dont feel like going church at all
what is happening?

and to lukelim and marionlee
the reason for me not wanting to go
is not because of AHEM
im much braver than you think
and i can face him anytime

how people?
if my faith in god dwindling?
why? why why?

today school was like super sian
cause a few teachers went for course
then we had no maths and english!
hip hip hooray!
haha

anyway the fun part was F&N
we were doing food experiment with muffins
so my partner and i had to bake muffins
with different amounts of milk
while they were in the oven
I NAMED MY MUFFINS!
haha
the tallest one was -- hazlinda
the flattest one was -- liana
the one with a bump was -- lekshmi
the one widest one was -- sadia
the one with the holes was -- jannah
AND the shortest on was -- ME!

haha
since my english teacher said
that talking to trees make them taller
so i thought talking to my muffins
would make them bake faster!
haha
oh how i love my muffins!

first day at school
not a bad day!
didnt get into any trouble at all
not bad for a first day
i was asked to nominate someone for the
most courteous student award
so i nominated sadia
haha
she was like so angry with me

anyways

thanks marionlee and lukelim for helping me
in you-know-what
even though it didnt turn out well
its okay!
im totally fine with it!

James 1:4
4Perseverance must finish its work so that you may be mature and complete, not lacking anything.