Feel The Freedom

ive been thinking about stuff
on the way home from church on the bus
i realised its like
im living a double life
like i can be sad at one moment
and then happy at the next
it makes me so so UNPREDICTABLE
i dont know when i will just blow with anger
nor do i know when i will go high
and piss everyone off
i doubt its mood swing
cause when i have mood swings its really bad

so welcome to my double life
i can be clare the happy one time
and clare the grumpy another time
at this point of time
if you wanna sever ties with me
i dont mind
cause its not easy befriending
a person who has a double life
i dont blame you
i actually blame myself
SIGH