11 hours in school
i guess thats what my life is all about
im soo tired
even though its the 2nd day of school
and im sick of it.

im sick of everything

why cant the clock go faster
and then sundays come faster
why why why

i did very bad for my a maths test
i put lots of hardwork into it
and i got like 4/40
thats pathetic
thats what i get if i actually study
thats it
im not cut out to study
maybe just drop school
and go work
oh working world here i come

F*UCK
i hate school
i hate GB
i hate being lonely
i hate her
I HATE EVERYTHING

oh please send someone to assinate me
then burn me
and thros my ashes into the sea
then i would be able to sail the seas
please grant me my wish
and kill me
thanks

im sorry for those who thought
that i have become normal again
i really have disappointed you
im sorry
but i just cant help
but feeling like that

everything is not working out
my life
my school life
my friends
everything
i rather just give up everything

okay
how was school?
crap
im dead beat
feels like ive just been shot
thats what luke feels
and thats what i feel too
maybe we got telepathy!
thats coool
luke can you get what im saying now?
give you a clue
this is what im saying to you
( relax! stressing up makes you lose hair! hahahaha )
get it?
see!
we got telepathy!
this is like uber coool mann!
anyway cheer up kay?

A real friend is one who walks in when the rest of the world walks out.
-- Walter Winchell

thanks to some people

today had some stupid workshop
on money matters
its like freaking boring la
the trainer is one fat and short dude
then i was talking
he came up to me and asked me to stand
then infront of my class he asked me
if i had an attitude problem
soo irritating
felt like telling him
yeah i do. so what? shoot me la
stupid short person
only know how to say people got attitude problem
you also got lo
never see meh?

im never going back to school
i hate it
shoot me if you want

hey people
im in a good mood cause i just came back form church!
haha
and this is random
today luke showed me
something about adopting a child!
haha
LUKE i know you want one!
gosh that would be funny
i really pity your child!
hahahahahaha
at least he/she wont be bald like you!

RAWR
i have just eaten so much
im gonna be sooooo fat!
hahahaha


gotta go now people
my bro is going swimming and im just tagging along!
byebye

crap
i screwed up my debate
argh
im sorry team members
i really suck at debating
if your lose its all my fault
haii

anyway
life has been very crap
as it always has been
wells i cant avoid this crap
so maybe join it!

i heard "flying" is very common among teens nowadays
maybe its really fun!
who knows?
the feeling must be uber cool
i bet

gotta go now
tmrw wearing baju kurung
for racial harmony day
its compulsary in my class
and think that its crap
RAWR

why is life so screwed up?
why do people only look at outer beauty and not inner beauty?
why do people like to trick me?
am i so gulliable?
are they really my friends?
then why are they treating me like that?
dont they know im human too?
and that i will feel hurt when they trick me?
why do people keep looking down on me?
why why why?

ARGH!

and why do i have this feeling for you?
its like impossible between us
and im feeling like that
gosh i must be going mad
shoot me people

WHO AM I KIDDING?

im such a fake
shoot me people

okay
let me tell you about my dumb friend
JEREMY!
hahahahahaha
he is hilarious
and he is very very very dark
anyway he is soooooo erm blur
haha
shant elaborate further
cause he may not talk to me again
hahaha

anyway
school sucks
WELCOME TO THE MUNDANE WORLD
i seriously dont want to go to school anymore
haii
its not worth it
real not worth it

cant wait for sunday!
BASIC!
ROMONOPOLY!
LUKEY!
MARION!
and more disturbing luke and marion
ahhhhhh
sheer bliss!

Psalm 119:105
105 Your word is a lamp to my feet and a light for my path.

i really need the lord
to give me strength
to help me pass through school
everytime i go to school
i feel really depressed
cause
i feel as if everyone hates me
and that i dont belong to my class
RAWR

i really pray that the lord will help me
so that i will feel happier
and more relaxed in school

Exodus 15:2
2 The LORD is my strength and my song; he has become my salvation.He is my God, and I will praise him, my father's God, and I will exalt him.

RAWR i just had a hair cut
and now
people are calling me boy boy
cause my hair is damn short now
haii
why like that?
and so many people think
that im only Pri 5 or 6
when im actually Sec 3
even my Pri 6 photo
looks older
what is the world coming to?

anyway yesterday
went to KKH
the doctor said that the next time
he will cut down my medicine
hip hip hooray!
but now i have to change
my bedsheets once a week
and clean the floor daily
wa lao
soooo stress lo
but i guess i cannot complain!
cause its all for my own good
hopefully it will work!

Philippians 2:14-15
14Do everything without complaining or arguing, 15so that you may become blameless and pure, children of God without fault in a crooked and depraved generation, in which you shine like stars in the universe

im soo tired
after sports heats
and amazingly
i didnt run!
haha
when i see people run
i already feel tired
that is how bum-ish i am
anyway
heats were great!
my bro got into the finals
for 200m dash!
hahaha
and my dear friend injin
got 2nd for the 8oom dash
haha
im soo proud of you people

i seriously dont understand
why do people only look
at outer beauty and not inner beauty?
i keep getting this question for chinese
compo or journal
makes me think more and more about it
maybe thats why people suan me
cause im not as good looking as them
and because i dont speak chinese
what kind of reasons are that?
dont even know me well still call me anti-social
waa really
BUAY TAHAN
why cant people just look
at other's inner beauty?
RAWR
what a world of fake people and silicon
we live in
sorry people

okay this is a very long post
RAWR
i hate my class
i dont care if my classmates ever read this
cause i really hate my class
everytime
make so much noise
then got some people in class
so BHB lo
cannot take it man
if anyone from my class reads this
i dont care if you hate me for life
i dont care if my class hates me
i just want to finish secondary school
and move on
bye people of 3e2 '07
but there are some people who
i really wanna thank from my class
cause they really are nice to me
thanks guys =)

1 Peter 3:4
4Instead, it should be that of your inner self, the unfading beauty of a gentle and quiet spirit, which is of great worth in God's sight.

Indescribable

From the highest of heights to the depths of the sea,
Creation's revealing Your majesty.
From the colors of fall to the fragrance of spring,
Every creature unique in the song that it sings.
All exclaiming...

(Chorus)
Indescribable, Uncontainable,
You placed the stars in the sky and You know them by name.
You are amazing God.
All powerful, Untameable,
Awestruck we fall to our knees and we humbly proclaim,
You are amazing God.

Who has told every lightning bolt where it should go,
Or seen heavenly storehouses laden with snow?
Who imagined the sun and gives source to its light,
Yet conceals it to give us the coolness of night?
None can fathom...

(Chorus)
Incomparable, Unchangeable,
You see the depths of my heart and You love me the same.
You are amazing God.

gosh! this song is like nice
haha
see marionlee i finally agree with you!
anyway
life has been very very erm
unusual
haha
everyone is like complaining
about school
esp people who are taking their os this year
haha
people relax!
im also telling myself not to get so stressed up
scared i too stress
i lose hair
then will be balding like lukelim
haha!
sorry cousin!

gotta go for karate now!
BYEBYE