11 hours in school
i guess thats what my life is all about
im soo tired
even though its the 2nd day of school
and im sick of it.

im sick of everything

why cant the clock go faster
and then sundays come faster
why why why

i did very bad for my a maths test
i put lots of hardwork into it
and i got like 4/40
thats pathetic
thats what i get if i actually study
thats it
im not cut out to study
maybe just drop school
and go work
oh working world here i come

F*UCK
i hate school
i hate GB
i hate being lonely
i hate her
I HATE EVERYTHING

oh please send someone to assinate me
then burn me
and thros my ashes into the sea
then i would be able to sail the seas
please grant me my wish
and kill me
thanks

im sorry for those who thought
that i have become normal again
i really have disappointed you
im sorry
but i just cant help
but feeling like that

everything is not working out
my life
my school life
my friends
everything
i rather just give up everything

okay
how was school?
crap
im dead beat
feels like ive just been shot
thats what luke feels
and thats what i feel too
maybe we got telepathy!
thats coool
luke can you get what im saying now?
give you a clue
this is what im saying to you
( relax! stressing up makes you lose hair! hahahaha )
get it?
see!
we got telepathy!
this is like uber coool mann!
anyway cheer up kay?

A real friend is one who walks in when the rest of the world walks out.
-- Walter Winchell

thanks to some people

today had some stupid workshop
on money matters
its like freaking boring la
the trainer is one fat and short dude
then i was talking
he came up to me and asked me to stand
then infront of my class he asked me
if i had an attitude problem
soo irritating
felt like telling him
yeah i do. so what? shoot me la
stupid short person
only know how to say people got attitude problem
you also got lo
never see meh?

im never going back to school
i hate it
shoot me if you want

hey people
im in a good mood cause i just came back form church!
haha
and this is random
today luke showed me
something about adopting a child!
haha
LUKE i know you want one!
gosh that would be funny
i really pity your child!
hahahahahaha
at least he/she wont be bald like you!

RAWR
i have just eaten so much
im gonna be sooooo fat!
hahahaha


gotta go now people
my bro is going swimming and im just tagging along!
byebye

crap
i screwed up my debate
argh
im sorry team members
i really suck at debating
if your lose its all my fault
haii

anyway
life has been very crap
as it always has been
wells i cant avoid this crap
so maybe join it!

i heard "flying" is very common among teens nowadays
maybe its really fun!
who knows?
the feeling must be uber cool
i bet

gotta go now
tmrw wearing baju kurung
for racial harmony day
its compulsary in my class
and think that its crap
RAWR

why is life so screwed up?
why do people only look at outer beauty and not inner beauty?
why do people like to trick me?
am i so gulliable?
are they really my friends?
then why are they treating me like that?
dont they know im human too?
and that i will feel hurt when they trick me?
why do people keep looking down on me?
why why why?

ARGH!

and why do i have this feeling for you?
its like impossible between us
and im feeling like that
gosh i must be going mad
shoot me people

WHO AM I KIDDING?

im such a fake
shoot me people

okay
let me tell you about my dumb friend
JEREMY!
hahahahahaha
he is hilarious
and he is very very very dark
anyway he is soooooo erm blur
haha
shant elaborate further
cause he may not talk to me again
hahaha

anyway
school sucks
WELCOME TO THE MUNDANE WORLD
i seriously dont want to go to school anymore
haii
its not worth it
real not worth it

cant wait for sunday!
BASIC!
ROMONOPOLY!
LUKEY!
MARION!
and more disturbing luke and marion
ahhhhhh
sheer bliss!

Psalm 119:105
105 Your word is a lamp to my feet and a light for my path.

i really need the lord
to give me strength
to help me pass through school
everytime i go to school
i feel really depressed
cause
i feel as if everyone hates me
and that i dont belong to my class
RAWR

i really pray that the lord will help me
so that i will feel happier
and more relaxed in school

Exodus 15:2
2 The LORD is my strength and my song; he has become my salvation.He is my God, and I will praise him, my father's God, and I will exalt him.