today school was like super sian
cause a few teachers went for course
then we had no maths and english!
hip hip hooray!
haha

anyway the fun part was F&N
we were doing food experiment with muffins
so my partner and i had to bake muffins
with different amounts of milk
while they were in the oven
I NAMED MY MUFFINS!
haha
the tallest one was -- hazlinda
the flattest one was -- liana
the one with a bump was -- lekshmi
the one widest one was -- sadia
the one with the holes was -- jannah
AND the shortest on was -- ME!

haha
since my english teacher said
that talking to trees make them taller
so i thought talking to my muffins
would make them bake faster!
haha
oh how i love my muffins!

first day at school
not a bad day!
didnt get into any trouble at all
not bad for a first day
i was asked to nominate someone for the
most courteous student award
so i nominated sadia
haha
she was like so angry with me

anyways

thanks marionlee and lukelim for helping me
in you-know-what
even though it didnt turn out well
its okay!
im totally fine with it!

James 1:4
4Perseverance must finish its work so that you may be mature and complete, not lacking anything.

omg
i just told marion who i like
she better not sabo me
that BARTENDER-to-be
haha

haii
but the guy i like
thinks that im irritating
and immature
haii
how?
marion wants to ask him
haha
may as well kill me
sobsobsob
wells thats what life is right?

haha
at least i have friends like
MARIONlee , LUKElim , DANIELtan
chiaHANMAE , CHARISfan and many more
like that i wont die
hahahahaha

You Are 44% Happy

You're definitely a happy person, even though you have your down moments.You tend to get the most out of life, though there's always some more happiness to be squeezed.

How'>http://www.blogthings.com/howhappyareyouquiz/">How Happy Are You?

so im actually a sad person
all that laughy smiley face
is nothing
but a fake
i guess what makes me so down
is firstly
i feel like im being ostracised in school
maybe its because i dont speak chinese
or maybe cause
i dont act like the other girls in school
secondly
its results
i practically failed everything
except for english
which i breezed through it
haii
i hate being alone

i really do hate being alone =(

my life is sooo over
i just realised what i have gotten myself into
my whole june hols is burned out
and i joined stupid ndp
which takes up like every saturday

and i did not do well for my exams at all
if i had not studied
i would have blamed myself
but i studied this time
so who can i blame?
no one
im just supposed to die
right?

still sick and extremely moody

2 more days of exams
and 3 more papers to go!
i can do it!

not been sleeping well these few days
dont know why
i guess its the exams
hope after its over i can sleep!

yesterday lead songs at yf
firstly we were chased out of the store room
and had no place to go
so we went to a classroom
then mr daniel tan was late
when he came still show attitude
i kept irritating abel the whole time
haha sooo fun
muhahahaha

i was sooo nervous la
everytime lead songs like that
but thanks to the people
who encouraged me!
haha

wanna go and snooze now!
byebye

COCKROACHES ARE HERE TO INVADE EARTH!
they are like everywhere near my house
on the ground floor
near the dustbin
EVERYWHERE!
i couldnt even get home
without screaming for a while
P.S im afraid of cockroaches!
im gonna take deodorant and a lighter
and BURN ALL OF THEM!
muahahahaha
so watch out cockroaches
CLARE IS GONNA BURN YA'LL

He Opens a Window by Ronna Jordon

When doubts and disappointment
Hide the morning sun
When all my dreams have ended
All my songs are sung
His spirit soars within me
Every doubt is gone
I see a new horizon, and sing a brand new song

Chorus:
For in His perfect timing
Up ahead a light is shining
And I know the dawn will be arriving very soon.
When God closes the door
He opens a window,
He opens a window so I can see
He's workin it out the very best for me
He opens a window just for me

When every road i travel
Leads back to where I've been
When fears about tomorrow
Settle deep within
He gives me new direction
And takes the fear away
He opens up the future
And brings a brand new day, new day

[ Repeat chorus twice ]

this song is from the bible story
Joseph the Dreamer
i have the disk of the musical
and i like it alot alot
the whole thing is about his trust in god
he trusted god his whole life

i really hope that someday i would be like Joseph
trusting in god all the time
these days i only trust in god and remember him
when i need him
i feel that i should not do that
cause its like treating god
very unfairly
he looks after me all the time
and even watches out for me
but i only remember him sometimes

so i hope that i will change to be better!
and trust in god all the time!

i know im evil

but i just have to do this

its priceless

her new haircut is nice

but i feel it makes her look very very

NEAT!

haha now i will look scruffy and messy

haha

thanks marion lee

haha!

NEAT haircut! ( mind the pun )

here is the preeeety girl!

serious you look very neat now

and its a compliment!

for people out there

this is how she looked last time

ANYWAY

after getting the shocking news

that marion chopped her hair

( take a breath )

im fianlly here to blog!
haha
my blog died like many many months ago!

im reviving it
but now its exams

sooooo

im officially on

HIATUS!

i know its dumb

i just revived it

and now im on hiatus

haha

but i will blog even though im on hiatus

but it wont be interesting

just short and boring!

haha

byebye

i just came across a whole box of letters that i have kept throughout the years.
i have never felt so loved before!
after reading all the letters
i realised that i am very very fortunate to have such friends
and also family!
im glad that i found this box
when im soo down
its really picked me up
to know that so many people actually cared about me

this is to the people in my life
who have made it soo fabulous
( no names mentioned ) :

my life is fabulous because of people like you
thanks
i really thank god for you
even though people dont like me
and often make my life miserable,
people like you were always there for me
double thanks
you complete my life
you help me when you can
things are better because of you
triple thanks
i always hoped that fairytales would happen
but they were right before my eyes!
you take my nonsense
and listen to me rant
many many thanks!

love you guys!

HELLO(:
clare is currently too lazy to blog.
so yeah, she made the nice girl who has LOADS of work to do
to help her blog.
how evil of her.
and she took my friendster pic and tried to blackmail me))):
and i have no idea if she lied to me bout giving my number away))):
i bet its lie. cos she always lie to me.
anyway, i'm supposed to talk about her wonderful, fabulous life.
which i know nothing of,
cos she never tells me anything.
so there really isnt much for me to say.
just that she is ALWAYS free.
but too LAZY to blog.
i'm jealous of such free ppl mann.

ohoh, i'm supposed to go study already!
so byebye!(:
loves;
marion(: