feeling super melancholic
almost 1 month over
and i just realised that...
shit really happens
now i have already taken 5 days mc
in 5 weeks
super bullshitt

didnt go school today and monday!
cause apparently i had
sore eyes!
haha but its like super minor
anyway i still got 2 days mc
yipee

decided that whatever im gonna bake from now on
is gonna be blogged
so i know how my baking improves

anyway i baked a COFFEE CAKE today
i shouldnt have added water into the coffee bit
cause it made my cake soggy and heavy
maybe next time just add the powder
and i didnt eat my cake
cause i HATE coffee
haha
it has werid effects on me

note of today's baking :
dont bake what you dont eat
cause seeing others eat
makes you jealous

i dont know why am i blogging when nobody reads my blog
only greg reads my blog
but he doesnt tag
sneaky fellow
sighhh
he is leaving on the 26th
and im not sending him off
for very very logical reasons

anyway
im on the verge of going insane with homework
and then now im looking at pictures
at deviantart
i must be mad
screwed up my a maths test
hurray
and now im screwing up my bloody life
3 cheers for me

going ngee ann poly
for dunno what bullshit thing
total waste of my time

and i finally got my yearbook
and im sooo freaking pissed
with something printed inside
stupid bloody teacher
after 3 bloody years in gb
and she just cannot put my name under sergents
mannnn
sooo pissed
sheesher

stress creeping into my blood
o levels taking over my brain
laziness simply taking over my every being
soooo
this shows when under stress
one tends to become super lazy
HAHAHAHA

i have not eaten macs for a long long time!
and its killing me
i also just recovered from stomach flu
so i need macs to help me recover fully
hahaha

im siick
having asthma again
and i think my stomach is causing problems again
sheesher
so today
im not at school
and today is A maths day
so that means i wont see mr chia
pheww
im a little too scared of him
sighh
have to take a bus to the docs now
but my stomach still hurts
ARGHHH

just looked through my report book
and realised that
i did better in mid years than end of years
and my results were very very bad
sighh
cant believe it
this is getting depressing
im getting the pre-school blues
and im not ready for sec 4!

another year has passed so quickly
im sure next year would be even faster
mannn
everything is passing by so quickly
i dont have time to grasp anything
and after thinking about the past year
there are still many grey areas
many many grey areas
that may never be clear again
SIGHHH