finally!
im back from the chalet!
HAHA IT WAS LIKE UBER FUN
got to know the girls
and many many of their secrets!
thanks to the trusty game
truth or dare!
aww mann
it was sooo fun
anyway we had jewellery!
haha
i have a nice anklet made by jezreel
had BBQ 2 times!
first time with some basic people
and then the second time
with eve and ah long DG people

everyday had heart-to-heart talks
with the girls
about almost everything
and then i realised something
and i got to know something else
hmmmm
i personally think its really weird
and now regret ever knowing it
yeah i feel bad
but yeah
sighh

the worst thing was that
my skin is in a very bad condition now
cause the pillow was dirty
like got lots of dust mites
so now my face is like red with allergy
awww mann
and it hurts
sighh

~ why cant we ever seperate white from black?

sighh
im going to be at the basic girls chalet
from today to thursday
hmmmm
should be exciting
but i just have this weird feeling
and also
marionlee is not coming
cause she has band camp
thats so sad

im soo in love with x-men!

haha

ROGUE AND GAMBIT! <3

im so worried for you

pull yourself together kay?

im physically and emotionally drained

been experiencing so many kinds
of different emotions these days

to tell the truth it sucks

sigh

SHOOTING STAR

No one seems to think too much of me here
And their glad to tell it to my face
And they know i'm not supposed to be here
I'm completely out of place

Some how there has got to be a reason
Even as I try and think it through
There's a bolt, from the blue

And i see a shooting star
Set apart from all the rest
While the other stars are standing still
He's on a quest
Every night this shooting star
Dance across the twilight sky
Cos he knows he doesn't quite fit in
And he's longing to know why

I feel so much better when it's night time
That's when i can sorta disappear
When the sun is set is the right time
For pretending i'm not here

Sometimes i just stare into the heavens
Wondering if the answer is in sight
That's when i see the light of my shooting star
On his way to who knows where

He's the one like all the star
She outshines up there
And the solitary star
Is an awful lot like me
On an endless search through time and space
For a place that won't seem wrong

If we both hang on for long enough
We both somehow are strong enough
We'll fing our real, real love

Every night this shooting star
Dance across the twilight sky
Cos he knows he doesn't quite fit in
And he's longing to know why

sigh
im soo tired
today had drills
tmrw got drills
then saturday is the test
sigh

watched stardust
with some basic members today
its really really nice
please go and watch
haha
i can watch it many many more times
maybe i will get the disk after it comes out
haha

am i that hateful that people have to ridicule me?
sigh
i guess im used to it
but i keep wondering
is it because of my character
sigh
im sorry
but thats the way it is
nothing i can do about it
maybe thats why i dont have many friends

was looking through my things today
and found the mulan doll
zanny gave me
just realised its been so long
since she passed away
wonder if she is enjoying life now
i suddenly miss her so much
truthfully i have not been thinking about her
but when i found the doll today
i thought of her
and missed her alot

i can still remember she promised
to bring me to hawaii
i think her parents are still there
not sure if they have returned
sigh
miss her lots!