Today is such a stupid day. I totally bummed my oral. They asked the hardest question in the world. And today was pretty bummed. I screwed up everything that I thought I would never screw up. The teachers today didnt make it any easier. They made the day seem even more bummed than it could already be.

Orals actually did not make my day bummed. Many other things made my day bummed and maybe even the days to come.

Today the Superman of the day is Wong JuLih! Haha. He's Superman of the day because I felt that he was soo brave. Cause he ate a whole tablespoon of tabasco sauce in return for a Mcdonalds sundae. Brave but a little stupid thought. =)

Anyway today was like super duper uber hot. Even in the aircon can perspire so much. But still today was okay-okay. But was pretty sian-ed over many things. And tmrw is chinese O levels! So ciao people!

My school's Graduation Ball is like super expensive. $70 just to go. Not counting the money to spend on clothes and stuff. Aww mann my pocket is like soo gonna burst. Haha more like my parent's pockets. =D Anyway its like at the Hilton which is like posh according to the teachers. Haha the food better be good!

Anyway going to sleep now! Got church tmrw. Singing backup for Basic! Ciao!

" HAKUNA MATATA - no worries "

But unfortunately there seems to be like this super thick cloud of worry hanging in the air all the time. And I'm sure its not mainly cause of O levels. Even though I have not been studying. Its more like everything is sooo worrying. Sighh.

~ SHORT POST , and even shorter life

I think I am officially going insane. Looking at my phone the whole day, calling Lekshmi during class and hanging up, totally destroying my foolscap cover and more. Im going to grow mad and like maybe blow or something.

Today's horoscope!
Gemini - You are feeling hopeless about getting through that one person, but just put it off for a few days and things should settle down.

When I read this in the newspapers today. I was like shocked. It sounds soo true. I mean sometimes horoscopes are crap - according to Luke. But this time it seemed pretty real! I mean for those who know what happen, it does apply in almost everyway. Soo yeah.

Honestly I dont know if anything means anything to you. I mean I know better than to like believe what you said. But I gave whatever you said some thought and I sorta hoped you would be there. Wells I guess I was being stupid or something. Sighh nothing more to say. Just that Im disappointed and I guess its my fault.

Super tired today. Lead songs for Basic today. Mann my voice totally screwed up. Hope that next week it would be better. Was mostly distracted cause I was hoping that what i hoped for would happen. But nehh it didnt. I was so ready to strangle someone. =(

Got lots of things to blog about. But no more motivation cause Im feeling =(

I'm quitting drum soon. Sadded but the timing cannot make it when ARPC moves. Sighh ... Then again I got find a new school. Haha or ask my parents to buy me a drumset. Then self practice. Hmmm thats another idea.

Going for karate noww!

1 more hour before I meet Lekshmi, Liana and Sheela for the CIP library thingy. Heard from many people its like damned. Cause the people over there treat them like shit and everything. Hmmm hope today will be like better. Haha no harm in hoping right?

Like I sorta hope for many many things to happen. Sighh I wonder us humans must go through hurt and everything. Its just a waste of time and energy. =(

Anyway hope I can still fit into my school uniform. Haha ironing it now and feeling that I dont think I can wear them. Sian mann. Haha still got to wear them for like 4 months plus before the dreaded O levels are over.

Its like freezing cold over here at my house. Sudden cold. Anyway was supposed to go blood donating with Mummy and Ting Wei today. But Mummy had some problem with her work. So did not go in the end. Haha actually I was like pretty freaked to go. But maybe for the sake of others ... its worth considering. But that is only if my blood is applicable for the donating. Cause it may not be cause I take lots of medicine.