i hate YOU, i hate THEM, i hate HER, i hate HIM, i hate EVERYONE!

nothing much to blog and wont be blogging unless i have to mood to. cause everything now SUCKS.

today went for yf and played captains ball with oranges. wells it turned out very good. good job hanmae! for your forst try it was fantastic. haha then had bible study with carol which was okay okay la. went to j8 with marion and hanmae. nothing much la. just found out that my good friend juer is a little or maybe very bimbotic. haha no offence but she is just like that.

i know i dont show it but i really miss you. and i know you cant see it but i hope you know that you will always be my friend.

<3s zanny

i cant believe its your birthday next month and now you are gone. i celebrated it with you every month but now i dont know how to celebrate it when you are not around. i knew you moved to hawaii because you didnt want to suffer in spore. you posted on my blog a few days ago and now you are gone. zanny i love your name. i really dont know why i call u zanny lee when ur full name is sarah lee mei zan(ny). i miss you miss you. u didnt even tell me you were gona leave me. now i have no one to visit when i go to hawaii. i promised you and i said i will work hard to go there. but now you arent there anymore. I MISS YOU!

sarah lee mei zan(ny) thanks for being my hawaiian monkey. i will always be your singapore pipsqueak. forever and ever. remember the promise?

we, clare aka squeak and sarah aka zanny promise to be friends forever and ever and till death do us part.

but i didnt know that death would part us so soon. i wasnt prepared to let you go. even though death has parted us you will still have a place in my heart and no one will replace you i promise. i promise.

STOP IT STOP IT! why must you all make fun of me? i know im short and for you info im super proud of it. you dare to slap me twice summore so hard? wait till i hit you okay! i know i have short hands and you all no need to make fun of me. i hate it! ive had enough everyday im being made fun of. even by girls. do you think its very funny? wells i tell you its NOT! you think it is fun if someone says you are a SLUT and BITCH? how would you feel? HUH?

gotta go cannot take it anymore.

today woke up very late and was not sure whether it was sunday or monday. so anyway got out of bed and realised im like super late for church. but didnt care and left home very late , didnt attend service at all. haha pon it with hanmae. then went up for yf and so pai seh cause i had to do games and wasnt really sure about it. so called hanmae down to help me and she wasnt much of a help. so in the end gab chee came and helped out. haha even if he doesnt read my blog. just wana say thanks guys. haha. after that had bible-study and i said the word - pek chek sooo many times. stress la. haha anyway then had ycom meeting. meeting okay la. next week games sure very good one! i thought of it. but hanmae carrying it out. yf is okay la. just getting a little sian. maybe its because everyone is not enthu enough not even me. haii.

bought my dad a MAGNETIC EARRING haha and he is wearing it now. next week he is going to pierce his ear! hahahaha! my dad sooo cool man! haha maybe except for his stomach haha too big liao. HAPPY BIRTHDAY DAD!

~ everytime i see you i wonder if you ever notice me ~

how i wish i was living in a fairytale where there is always is a happy ending. living in a world where there are merfolk everywhere. i just cant believe that im still wishing and watching all those disney shows and fairytales. and acting stupid and wishing that a fairytale will someday happen to me. im sick of this stupid life where nothing is going my way. so everyday im just hoping that something will happen when deep down in my heart i know that it will never happen. wells like people say - A WISH WILL COME TRUE IF YOU JUST BELIEVE. so now im here believing like a 4 year old child that fairytales are true.

been really feeling down these few days. because of school and friends. why arent things working out my way? all i want is for my life to go well. but it just seems like its going the opposite direction. grr.

For a moment I can feel All the dreams I've been dreaming are real Wish my mother could hear it, the sea is my song For a moment, just a moment, I belong

haha im now at royston's house using his comp in his uber nice room. not that the colours are nice or anything just that his room has air-con and he has his own comp. thats like wayyy cool! haha. anyway have not been blogging cause no time and very sian and got lots of problems. wells wat kind of problems is for me to know and for you to wait till i tell you. hahahaha!

school has been sucky cause the guy behind me called - MUMMY YU WEI keeps irritating me. wait till i give him a tight slap then see if he dare to disturb me. then the horse - CALVIN is sooo gay haha he keeps flirting to MUMMY YU WEI. hahahahaha.

tmrw got mocktail competition and i hope i win haii. but maybe not possible cause got many very competitive people. haha just used a BIG word! sooo smart of me. hahaha.

gotta go MUMMY YU WEI is bugging me. i think HE got PMS. hahahahaha. bye!

see, as promised,
i'm back to blog!
wells, before i even start on my work.
sososo, i don't know wht to blog bout.
i'm so bored la.
ANYWAYS,
clare arhh all the best for you err chem paper(?!?! is it chem)
study hard for eoy's kay((:
so smart, gna be smarter then me le.
or have you always been.
hmmm..
cya on sun yeah?
talk to you soon!
loves<3

HELLO CLARE!((:
so long nv update then ask me help you blog.
haha.
ohhwells,
get wells soon yeah?
more like your hand get well soon.
i blog more tmr kay.
i got to do my work!
I LOVE YOU LOTS!<3

YEAH! MARION AND I ARE BACK TOGETHER! ( sounds wrong but i dont care!)

im the happiest shit alive! i finally have my worst nightmare over! yes! thanks darrel ( big bro) for helping me! hahaha! thanks marion for forgiving me!