My results are unsatisfactory. They show that I did not even study in the beginning and when I did try to study, it was hopeless. Mum's disappointed but not as much as I am in myself. All the answers I thought was correct turned out to be wrong. Things cannot continue like this. Otherwise I dont think I can continue my education. Cause I really did very badly.

But as much as I want to concentrate on studying, I just cant seem to do it. Its like so many things are on my mind. Like how I just lost a friend and seem to hate her now. I just cant seem to look her in the eye and say sorry for everything I have done. But now all I feel is hatred towards her. Like I never had a friend like her. What happened? I dont know either. But I dont think I have the energy to do anything about it as I am currantly happy with here I am. And if you are reading this, I have nothing more to say. Thanks for all the times we were good friends.

My mp3 is currantly with Nic for repair. Haha thank you. Anyway suddenly have this urge to go and cut my hair. Like short. Haha a little tired with long hair. Making me look a little old. And I have this currant obsession with SHORT hair and TATTOOS. I know that some people think that tattoos are wrong. But I think they are beautiful. Sorry if it differs from your ideas but yeahh. Its like an expression of who you are and your opinions.

Anyway collecting my results tmrw. Im nervous. I guess as long as i score at least an A for my english and a B for my E Maths Im happy. But of course a pass in Chinese would be the cherry on top!

I lost my beautiful red phone on Sunday. I'm currantly mourning the loss of my phone. I really want it back. But I know I will never get it back. Hope the person who took it would return it. Super slim chance but I'm still hoping. My phone is only 1 month old. I'm super heartbroken and super careless to leave it behind on the table. Shit me. Sighh now I'm using my old white phone. Its good but not as good as my red phone. I want it back. But I know I will never get it back. I can always get another phone but it is the information inside. All my pictures and my songs. Like some pictures are irreplacable and some things just mean a lot to me. But guess I will never get my phone back. Just my luck. Hope the person who took it would love it as much as I did.

1 more week of exams. Mann exams in the hall creep the hell out of me. Its like walking into some knid of slaughter house. Best if all I did not do like 60 over marks worth of questions for my A Maths Paper 2. Congrats to me. 1 more week, I can do this mann. Gotta study. But the most horrible thing in the end, is receiving the results. Haha thats pain to the outmost pain.

My ankle is out of the bandages! And I do not need to use the crutch anymore. YIPEE! But now my ankle is like still loose. When I shake it can hear the click click sound. Super cool can. Haha. But I'm very worried that when I do a kick in karate my ankle just like goes flying out or something. Gotta bandage it then. Haha.

Sprained my ankle on Wednesday. Why? Cause I fell down the stairs. Haha cool right. Super KLUTZ as my cousin calls me. Anyway I dont really feel like blogging cause my leg hurts like mad.

ANYWAY......... Question of the Century : What happened to your leg ah?
Answer : Ohh I felt bored. So I took a hammer and smashed my leg. COOL right.

SLOW DANCE
Have you ever watched kids
On a merry-go-round?
Or listened to the rain
Slapping on the ground?
Ever followed a butterfly's erratic flight?
Or gazed at the sun into the fading night?
You better slow down.
Don't dance so fast.
Time is short.
The music won't last.
Do you run through each day
On the fly?
When you ask
How are you?
Do you hear the reply?
When the day is done
Do you lie in your bed
With the next hundred chores
Running through your head?
You'd better slow down
Don't dance so fast.
Time is short.
The music won't last
Ever told your child,
We'll do it tomorrow?
And in your haste,
Not see his sorrow?
Ever lost touch,
Let a good friendship die
Cause you never had time
To call and say,'Hi'
You'd better slow down.
Don't dance so fast.
Time is short.
The music won't last.
When you run so fast to get somewhere
You miss half the fun of getting there.
When you worry and hurry through your day,
It is like an unopened gift....
Thrown away.
Life is not a race.
Do take it slower
Hear the music
Before the song is over.

Touching and meaningful. Its written by this girl who has got cancer and has 6 months left to live. Read it and think. I think it applies to everyone. And this girl has got sheer talent.

Super tired! Had like school Speech Day yesterday. And I was an official SEAT-WARMER!. Woot. Sit until backside pain okayy. Haha anyway cleared up misunderstandings with Mummy already. She say whatever I do as long as its right she gives me her blessings. Haha i wonder if its too late to as for a drum-set. HEE!

OMG! I just ate like crab and I'm smelling CRABBBY. Haha. Tmrw is SUNDAY! Wheeee! But that means that Monday is coming and my coursework is due. And I am like stuck. SHEEET!

Total sian today. Tried cooking my dish : Chicken Apple Saute for F&N. I choose it for my examination dish. Now i guess i gotta change it. Cause it really sucks. Yahh its like very plain looking and it tastes weird. Haha anyone got any ideas? Cause i dont know what to cook. Sheesher.

Anyway its Speech Day tmrw. Im released from school at 10.20am! Wheee! Haha but got english summary test tmrw. Hated test! Sighh and now i have like pimples all over my face! ARGHH! Hahaha must take care mann. After i look like the moon sooo many holes.

And tmrw is like friday. So fast. Sighh got so many questions i want to ask mummy but i dare not. I dont want us to argue again then in the end she quarrel with daddy. HOW?! Its like important questions. AHHHHHHHHHHH!

i just changed my blogskin! haha and i think i shall revert back to my old style of typing. the press-enter-at-every-line thingy is soo not working. ohh yahh thanks MI XUE for telling me how to change my blogskin. i like this blog skin. its like much much plainer but i think its nicee! haha and its soo done by me. love the grey, it depicts my life noww. as exciting and lively as the colour grey. hurray people! haha.

26 more weeks to o'levels! & 13 days to MYE!

sometimes i wonder whats happening
we really have not talked
like heart to heart
for a looong time
i feel like im losing you as a friend
i really hope i am not
but i cant just help feeling
that our differences
is making us like that
im not sure whether you really
go home to study
or your hanging out
with your other friends
sighh
i really want to spend more time with you
like when we used to take the bus together
i miss those times